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Suddenly.... I feel very tired this afternoon. I look at my computer clock, ufff... 1 pm. It's still a long... long... long day to spend.

My mood is suddenly shattered, dissolved, disorganized.... I don't know....

a shocking phone call just before the end of work-time...
a buzz in my messenger that I didn't understand what it meant...
an unusual action and strange decision that caught in my eye...

I want to sleep, but there are still much work to do
I want to smoke lots of cigarrettes, but it is still fasting time now

I don't know what has happened to me, but now I only want to be alone for awhile....
God, please forgive my impatience in Your Ramadhan. Please, forgive my weakness.... forgive me for feeling tired..... very tired.....